TreeHugger:)

2012-01-11T00:45:00.001+08:00

New day, new post!

I hate cleaning out my room it sucks. I'm very sentimental and whatnot so I can't bear to throw anything away. I'm such a hoarder :(
And I'm only 16. Imagine when I'm 70 or something. I'll have my own things to hoard, and probably my kids' things too. And the grandchildren. Like ancient colouring books. Or old uniforms. They'll probably all pile up and I'll need my own room for all the hoarded up crap.

I just don't know what to chuck :/ What's worth holding on to and what's worth forgetting? What if in a fit of womanly fickle-mindedness I regret throwing away anything?

Arghhh why am I like this I wish I was apathetic. Like the terminator or something. Then I could just blast down all my possesions when things got too cluttered and reduce them all to dust or something. (The hoarder in me would attempt to collect the dust or something)

In 20 years time I'll look at the pile of rocks on my table and wonder where the heck they were from. I have piles and piles of worthless crap that I can't bear to throw :/

I think I need professional help

love

2011-12-07T10:09:00.001+08:00

What is love?
I think people use the word too loosely

And I think I don't really like the word its very dangerous ):

2011-09-27T23:36:00.002+08:00

I post this because no one seems to have experienced the awesomeness of charlie the unicorn before!

Which is really baffling because I previously assumed that everyone has watched it already. (okay maybe its just coz kayla jane and wanyu have watched it before. and I assumed that that was everyone)

The video's plotline was initially conceived when Steele was running around his house, chanting "La la la!" repeatedly; he quickly envisioned the majority of the plotline shortly thereafter

I love the song its so catchy~

But portia/valerie think that the song in the third instalment is nicer D:
(Itsquitehiptoo)

Quick watch it watch it we need more nonsense in our lives every now and then!

2011-09-24T21:05:00.002+08:00

lol we drove by the nicoll highway flyover there which was above the track and I went ballistic trying to get a glimpse of the track and was exclaiming (no, actually shouting more likely) when the cars started FWOOOOMing by

I'm such a kid :/

Haaha you know last year was the super popular drama You're Beautiful

Then this year japan, for the lack of drama ideas/creativity, came up with their own version. Which is EXACTLY THE SAME. Even down to the look of the characters:

For some reason I find it really amusing when I watch it I keep thinking its those yknow variety show parody of the real version or something. Then I can't watch properly when the guys come out coz I just keep laughing and laughing nonstop

They really tried to find similar looking people><

You can totally tell from the poster

2011-09-24T19:45:00.001+08:00

Mwheehee this is probably the closest I can get to experiencing the F1 races I'm standing at the bugis area listening to the F1 cars FWOOOOOOMing around it's quite exciting already.
It's really loud too I can hear it from all the way here!
Imagine if I were at the racetrack I would be so excited I could die
Maan I wanna watch it like at least once live :(

2011-09-16T21:25:00.001+08:00

Tralaa I'm posting on my phone I'm so hi-tech I can't stand it (･_･;
I really don't know how imma gonna study 2 years' worth of stuff in 2 weeks it's like. Extreme revision or something. Ohmy they should make reality shows out of such things. It would be filled with so much drama and suspense. Like they could follow various people as they prepare for exams I'm sure some people do really interesting stuff in their attempts to study. Like. Study in the shower. Erm. Burn their textbooks and drink the ashes. Drink a redbull-chicken essence cocktail. Or something. You know.

Valerie has a very (not so secret) confession to make!

2011-09-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

MY EYES. THEY BURN. (they're like pertpertually red D: )

Singapore is so hazy it looks just like Gotham City now. Or some Mystical Concrete Jungle. I wish Singapore had mist though. It would be so much cooler. Or Mysterious Fog.

I think today was so odsfjdlkfn I wonder if everyday from now is gonna be like that. Or worse D:

2011-09-11T23:08:00.002+08:00

Hayhay its 911

Its really easy to go all Yesyes thousands of people died its really tragic mhmm

But when you look at the stories of individual people and their families and what they lost I think its really sad
And I think the people who resisted the hijackers on flight93 were really brave
I didn't know about that back then when I was young I only had the impression that Osama drove a plane into the World Trade Centre and for some reason both towers collapsed because of that
(Which isn't logical now that I think of it)

Now I kinda see the whole picture and the full effects

2011-09-11T00:44:00.002+08:00

The newspaper is really depressing I shouldn't have read it now I can't sleep properly this sucksD:

Why's the newspaper so full of bad news?
No wonder people love reading tabloids/entertainment news its way less depressing than real news.
Imagine what the world would be like if you flip open the newspaper one day and all you see are adverts because there weren't any bad news to report

2011-09-09T17:46:00.002+08:00

Meh I haven't been posting stuff lately. At least readable stuff.

Maybe its because I haven't been doing anything lately.
I haven't been thinking much either. I think I just spent the whole holidays stoning and sleeping:/

I need something to post aboutt D: Someone should suggest somethingg bleargh

To make up for it I'll post another dodgy video

He's right we should like make installation art out of the hanging car! I can just imagine it hanging right inside the singapore art museum or something. It could be their centrepiece! Just need to make sure it doesn't fall. Then people would like dare each other to stand underneath the car or something.
I'm sure visitors to the SAM would exponentially increase

2011-09-07T20:36:00.002+08:00

Mehhh someone knocked on the door I look at the peephole and theres this sec 2 ny girl selling badges =.=

bleh

Why's she selling badges door to door alone now what if someone drags her into their house and kidnaps her and steals all her badges

I'm so sleepy and hungry I've recently realised that I've been eating a heck load of rice like this mountainful so I'm trying to cut down coz my mom says its not healthy D:
So now I'm forever hungry and dellusional.
Maybe I imagined the NY girl. She came right out of my nightmares. or something.

2011-09-03T00:14:00.003+08:00

sadsong D:

I hate these fanmade idkwhat videos though. I think they look really gross. For some reason. I mean the photos are nice and stuff but still.

meh.

/editt: I realise on hindsight that in an annoying point of view, the girl in the song essentially doomed herself to widow-ness forever and always. And I feel like I just scrolled through tumblr.

My blog has a clock! Its the thing on top. Its only accurate a minute a day though. So you have to be careful

2011-09-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

teachersday!

Again.

I remember stupidly buying teacher's day presents from the school bookshop/random departmental stores because I thought I HAD to and because the packaging promised that my teacher would really like it and all that. Then I was so crushed when the teachers rejected my presents coz they said MOE didn't let them keep presents.
Honestly they should just keep the stupid presents what would I do with a fake rose/snow globe/what crap that says HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

I think I even bought presents for the teachers I hated or something. Because I thought they would be sad that no one got them presents. Even though I thought they weren't worth being teachers :/

lalala

2011-08-30T00:53:00.004+08:00

I was telling my mom about this free dustmite removing service thing (don't ask) and my mom was all like:

We don't need it we loove dustmites here

Then for added effect, she grabbed the nearby cushions and hugged them really tightly
Apparently they're like akin to family down here.

ie. my house is really dubious

watchitwatchit (I know I've posted dubious videos before but I love the cinematography in this)

2011-08-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

I LOVE THE AIRPORT I just came back from the airport and did I mention how much I love our airport?

I think its very exciting to go to the airport like the airport is so nice and large and cold with super nice huge ceilings nice lighting nice plants and nice wide empty spaces so that you can run around.

Plusplus they're loads of interesting people on the airport.
And you get to zoomz around on the trolleys.

And I think going to the airport is a very exciting thing for me because it has the feeling of going abroad to a strange place for new experiences and awesomeness so its very fun. And the toilets are super nice.
So everytime I go to the airport I get super high and fidgety and I run around the entire place pushing everyone on trolleys and thats why I'm so damn tired now.

Damnn

But I hate going back from the airport like down the stupid long stretch of expressway knowing that you're going back to boring old home and whatnot. It's more sian especially after some long fun and awesome holiday :/

2011-08-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

Boo I really really REALLY wanna eat the magnum in my freezer but THERE'S A SPINE OF A DEAD PIG between me and the magnum.

I don't really wanna touch it so I can't eat my icecream :/

eesh

2011-08-25T22:15:00.001+08:00

I feel so lazy now I don't feel like studying for jap oral ><

My dad says that when you draw things with magic markers, they come alive because they are MAGIC!

Yaaay.

2011-08-22T23:37:00.001+08:00

Sian once again I'm wishing I didn't do all that stupid stuff for you that day
What was I thinking :/

2011-08-21T21:58:00.002+08:00

Tralaa I noticed that women's magazines like to talk about what men like/what they are thinking blah blah so that you know what to do or not do and vice versa for men's magazines

(Not that I read magazines just that the feature article on the cover is always like WHAT YOUR MAN IS THINKING/WHAT WOMEN REALLY WANT/WHAT DOES SHE REALLY MEAN WHEN SHE SAYS THAT etc)

I think it would be really amusing if you read like some guy magazine and theres some crappy article telling you what you are thinking when you narrow your eyes at your Man and how when you say "This is crap" you actually mean "I'm actually thinking otherwise but still its quite rubbishy and even though I'm saying it to you you shouldnt take it to heart blahblah"

Honestly I think such magazines are crap they're just really nice to deface.
And cut.

2011-08-17T01:26:00.002+08:00

I tried to do my zuowen. Really.

BUT ALL MY PENS SUDDENLY AGREED TO JAM TOGETHER.

I bet they're having fun jamming around huh.)<
Should just do the whole stupid thing in pencil.

2011-08-17T00:43:00.003+08:00

Serene and I were practicing our jappy oral skills on monday so we were just talking about random crap in (broken/bad) jap then we ended up talking about our regrets in life (in jap no less :O)

I think that was coz we were talking about crap because of the prompts they gave us (Who is your favourite sibling? What are you gonna do after EOYs?) so we thought we should be all Deep and Mature or something

I don't really think I have much regrets or anything. I doubt I'm the kind who wallows around and idk what. And anyway what major regrets can people our age have man. We chose the wrong CCA? I didn't water my green beans and they died?
Okay maybe its just me maybe other people have major life-affecting regrets.

But like we both agreed we could have done more when we were young. Or younger.
Actually it was more of a we should have played more. Enjoyed being kiddy more. Its really sad that we don't really get to do that nowadays. Even young kids.
I wanaa plaay nobody wants to play with mee D:
And I'm incapable of playing because I missed the crucial period where you develop awesome motor skills and whatnot. I just stayed at home and did strange things. Like. Play video games.

And I think even now I'm not using my time properly its annoying. (ie. now.)
I think there're things I could have done better, things I shouldn't have done (because it was just a complete waste of time), and things I should have actually summoned some energy and willpower to do.
Its very saddening and I know I'll regret it when I'm (slightly) older. And not full of youthful vibrancy and whatnot anymore.

So I guess I should start by finshing my zuowen now D:

2011-08-16T22:48:00.002+08:00

Rwargh I'm a very sleep-deprieved kid it sucks.
Today had Chinese tuition I went late and kept eating all her angkukuehs and my teacher spent the last bit of her lesson bitching about other students to me.

ACSI students are really amusing.

Thats about what I do during chinese tuition. I just eat all her food and we talk about crap.
Kinda . Unproductive maybe. But ohwell its funnn

I am very annoyed with mychineseteacherwhomIcan'tnameorI'llgetdemeritpointsorsomething. She's such a liar now I know why suee's entire class didn't like her

2011-08-14T21:47:00.003+08:00

My bro came back from the wonderful land of Phuket and now he's super super sunburnt its quite gross he's like peeling all over the place.
I swear he's like moulting/shedding or something.

I wanna run around overseas! It would be extremely exciting. But I would spend a lot of money on strange things. Like food. D:

2011-08-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

Heeh this is just about what I do every night
(other than IH)

ted's such a happy dude

2011-08-11T02:57:00.002+08:00

Remember this sad dude that I posted here?
Well. He's still at itAnd I think he looks gross-er now too.

I think its the lack of love/hugs

2011-08-11T02:15:00.002+08:00

Hi there,
I wanna kill someone right now
Its a very unhealthy thought soo..

Needa do loads of presenting and arguing later><
So I thought I would watch some videos to improve on my pronunciation/presentation skills

Quick watch them watch them

Omg I'm sorry I don't know why I suscribe to such lousy humour I must be really low class

Everything seems funny at 2:20am c'monnn

2011-08-10T20:41:00.003+08:00

Can you tell what's wrong with this photo? :O

My brother could! And he was very distressed about it.
Throughout the entire movie he kept going all "WHERE'S HIS OTHER TWO ARMS I THOUGHT ANTS HAD SIX LEGS WHY DOES HE ONLY HAVE FOUR WHERE ARE THEY"
Its really sad I think they're screwing with kids I mean kids watch this movie and they are being taught that ants have 4 limbs. They'll be so confused. Its obviously an ant and ants obviously have 6 legs.
Btw my bro's not a kid. In case anyone was wondering.

I've been deluded my whole childhood D:
Stupid pixar D<

I have so many things that I want to do but so little time!
And so many distractions! (ahemyoutubestupidyoutube)

I went to the marina bay area today and I was looking out for deflated balloon bits

2011-08-09T21:33:00.001+08:00

national day parade!

I was really annoyed that they released helium balloons though. Even though they're pretty.
Where do they go after they deflate? Into the singapore river?
FOR FISH TO CHOKE ON!?

Sheesh

2011-08-07T22:44:00.003+08:00

Went to the istana today and borrowed some books.

It was fun.

I had to surrender (or throw into the bin) my scissors at the entry gate there. I think they thought I was out there to attack the little kids and cut their greenery with my scissors or something.
(But they didn't find my penknife in my bagahem)
I was very sad that pair of scissors and I shared something special

I always carry dubious things in my bag I keep getting caught at customs for possessing strange things

Istana grass is nice I wish we had large random patches of nice grass around singapore. I'm sure people wouild naturally congregate there and do strange things.
Seeing that we don't have natural greenery, a nice plot of land with grass that you can roll around in would be awesome. Why have miles and miles of nice grass and lock it behind gates and guards for the presidents own use D:

2011-08-04T22:00:00.003+08:00

'Tis the day!

Today is a day full of excitement and unknown speciality ooohh~

I like today

2011-08-02T22:36:00.002+08:00

I walked out of the bus today. And fell down.

AND THEN I PUT EXPIRED ANTISCEPTIC CRAP ON MY WOUND.

!!!

Stupid. Idk whats gonna happen now. I presume the antisceptic-ness of the antisceptic would kill the bacteria and whatcrap present when something expires.
RIGHTRIGHT.

Gah for crying out loud I'm like Old. Old people don't scrape their knees anymore D:
Old people sprain stuff. Or Something. They have Old People Injuries.
Kids just scrape their skin around D:

2011-07-31T22:04:00.002+08:00

Listening to chinese radio in a last ditch attempt to improve my chinese ><
I think we'll all suffer from carpal tunnel tomorrow

I want!

2011-07-31T21:25:00.001+08:00

wellieeesssss

2011-07-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

Looks like I went too late

2011-07-27T00:54:00.006+08:00

I like this song!

Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket,
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them

I don't care if she looks like a taylor swift thing :/

She reminds me of a Lady of Shalott though! Like lying down in a boat in a river and getting all comfortable and ready to die and singing her death song.
If thats supposed to be good.
Except the Lady of Shalott probably looks prettier.

Idk whats with the mopey dude though ><

2011-07-26T21:47:00.002+08:00

I was watching this show about BBQ just now! It was quite cool. Like apparently Americans take their BBQ so seriously they have all these strange weirdo high tech gadgets to help them BBQ. Like erm.
Internal meat thermometer
Infra-red BBQ grill
this super high tech looking tong thing that does the same thing as normal tongs
This special spray thing to spray oil on your meat
Some device that remotely monitors the heat of your meat and then will send an alarm to the other part of the device that you carry with you. So that you can erm. Garden while BBQing.
Then they were saying like what other word is a food, a noun, a verb, a passion a lifestyle blahblah than BBQ.

Obviously they never heard of BLING! Yay. Lol. Its also an action a noun an activity and obviously the lifestyle of some people.
Some.

2011-07-25T22:36:00.005+08:00

Ohohoh I am very happy yesterday for once, I went to randomly do a piece of jap homework. There was a compo and some comment writing thing so naturally I chose the shorter one we were supposed to write down "3 interesting points" about this lousy graph aand
SENSEI WAS TOTALLY IMPRESSED WITH MY '3 INTERESTING POINTS'!
Yay.
She even came over and went all "this is great jap! blah" (in jap. of course)
Wahahaha I must be a natural at this.
Either that or her expectations of me lowered so drastically that she'll be very impressed even if I hand up work. But either way is good!

Today I was feeling sick and shitty in the morning and got very annoyed with the milk-that-won't-come-out-of-the-fridge-shelf. So I just ripped it out and the whole shelf kinda erm just got ripped out and all the stuff collapsed at my feet.
We need a new fridge.

People care so much about their results they go to such extreme lengths that its very scary. I wouldn't want to be like them. If I turned out as evil and mean like them in order to get good results the current me might just sneak up on the evil me and stabb her to death

2011-07-22T22:30:00.002+08:00

Spent my first free friday going to some elitist seminar.

Felt like we were spying into their secret world or something ><
I was vaguely disappointed though :/
Like the teachers were so lousy they might as well not do "concurrent hands-on", give us the questions/answer sheet and let us go home and think or something.

2011-07-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

My mom just came in and kept going on about how 'shiok' the aircon is. I anticipate everyone piling into my room and sucking up all my cold air/

2011-07-21T22:30:00.003+08:00

Today mrchong gave me a book of RA jokes. (ie. Really Amusing Jokes)
But they're not really amusing though. just. RA.
Can't believe he used to read such things! :O
I've been randomly turning on the aircon these few days I feel very guilty D: Guilt is Creeeping up my airconditioned spine meh. I would go into my vicious cycle of air-condition/global warming rant again but I think I would ramble and ramble on and annoy everyone.
At least I on like. 26 degrees. ><

I'm very excited about UK but very sad that we don't get to roam around london by ourselves. I think the whole idea of london is cool! Like the cool buildings/nice architecture and then everyone has awesome accents and the food is probably like slfjdilkjzfj and it would hustle and bustle and blah
We so excited!
I just hope like portia can carry on being our bouncer/maid as usual.
And damn they don't really have instant noodles in london. D:

2011-07-18T00:21:00.002+08:00

ohman I woke up with massive muscle aches in my arm today I didn't even know muscles existed there :/

I'm very sad I didn't get to go to the KTM railway and now they're gonna start removing the tracks already D:
Why can't they keep the rails there though. It'll be one of the few cool places that you can go in Singapore other than shopping centres.
Last time when thinking of where to bring the taiwan people to run around we concluded that there's nothing to do in Singapore that doesn't include spending money. Even cycling at ECP or whatever you also need to rent bikes.
Unless you wanna hike up bukit timah hill. And even so, theres no nice scenary or whatever on top. Just. Benches and whatnot.
In Taiwan they could just randomly go all Lets go climb a mountain hang at a lake or eat ridiculously cheap and nice food!
Too bad our tourism board can't make man-made mountains and stuff

2011-07-17T01:56:00.003+08:00

Hullo Saxtion (wahah I'm so clever I amaze myself sometimes)

Because fb is too limity and stuff, I direct you all here!
I've never posted to people before this is queer.

Anyway thank you thank you for everything today omg today was such a long day I was feeling annoyed then I felt happy then I felt happy then annoyed then sad then happy and then sad then hungry then I opened my fb and saw all your nice posts and strange comments then now I feel saddened again D:

Thanks for helping me to carry our crap (I still feel so bad)(we could give y'all CIP hours)
Thanks for the flowers haha you last minute people they're on my table now, slurping up water. It was very nice of you all and unexpected.
And hmm. idk.
This is saddening this is officially our last time playing together.
Its been fun playing with you guys

Ps. I love you (all)
Pps. Do you believe? :O
Ppps. I think we're very good at playing Broken Telephone!

2011-07-16T09:06:00.000+08:00

All you mean and unkind people I hate you all.

2011-07-12T23:56:00.002+08:00

Muahh you don't have to pretend in front of me I'm very clever I can see through pretences (<
PLUS pretending is very tiring isn't it.

Omg today the bus driver was like, the bus driver from hell or something. I was so annoyed the entire bus ride I swear the bus' accelerator was like spoilt or something throughout the entire stretch of Dunearn road the bus was CRAWLING down the road and stopping at EVERY BUS STOP to open and close the doors at nobody. And then I was so annoyed coz it was so late already and all the other buses were materialising out of nowhere and overtaking us like nobody's business.
And then later the bus driver started speeding like crazy and he completely skipped going into NUS and therefore skipping like 10 stops in NUS omg the poor people in NUS must have been so confused

meh maybe he's bipolar or something. Or drink driving. Or possessed I wouldn't know
rambleramblemutter

2011-07-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

For some reason I was reading posts on stomp and then I realised that singaporeans are haters
Like some dude will post some picture and then everyone will either start scolding the people in the picture the people in the background of the picture or the person taking the photo.
No one says nice stuff like Ohhh what a nice girl blahblah
Or Good camera angle how did you do thathooray

and stuff.

2011-07-09T16:49:00.003+08:00

Hothothot why is it so hot I meltz

Valerie has a The-weather-is-very-hot-hence-everyone-is-falling-sick theory.

During hot weather my eyes burn because all the women will wear less and less and it is very scarring and bad for the eyes

Omg speaking about that yesterday jieying and I saw this strange woman who wore a highly inappropriate cheongsam to esplanade.
You know cheongsam the split is supposed to be at the side right, hers was down the middle gross

2011-07-08T23:25:00.002+08:00

WHERE ARE MY TAIWAN PEOPLE I WANT MY TAIWAN PEOPLE D:

I miss turning over to the right and attempting to construct some friendly and witty sentence in Chinese D:
I miss making fun of them and being strange and our manly buddy and my effeminate buddy with the pretty handwriting

We'll probably never see them again D:
boo.

SSO was cool we saw the president! And I like the pianist for rhaspsodyinblue
Wish I wasn't so tired though then I wouldn't keep dying halfway through the pieces

mehhh

taiwanpeopleD:

2011-07-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

Today I was in bengawansolo buying stuff for my TAIWANBUDDY and was ordering stuff from the woman then she went to ask me "Y u so happy?"
Then I huh at her and stoned a while before realising I was smiling like an idiot as usual then I tried to explain to her that I was being friendly but everytime I tried to I think I just smiled wider then she'll ask me again why I was so apparently happy :/

Damn and that was my normal face. Do I always look happy? :O

2011-07-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

Ohohoh 豆しば is so fun to watch and ohsoverylame haahah I watched all the eps at one go!
Okay fine they were very short.
But still.
And the beans are cute!
And you learn lame facts!
Except they're slightly creepy though.

BUT JUST WATCH THEM ALL ANYWAY

2011-07-03T00:16:00.002+08:00

Ahh goodness I still smell like a freaking BBQ D:

Today was my cousin's 9th birthday or something. Then his little friends came over. I miss being young and 9. And then it'll be someone's birthday then you run over to that person's house with some strange present your mom bought and play and play like crazy and mess up the whole house and the nice mom will still provide awesome and nice party-ish food even though you managed to get ink on their walls or spill strange juice on their sofa.

Now its somewhat different already D:
And then next time when I'm so old such partys will be a very faraway concept><

Shine Youth Fest today! Portia and I were very proud to say that we were Involved Youths. Even though the whole thing was very pointless.

We're so old.

OH hanging at the children's section of the library is really fun! For one even if you make noise no one cares. And the children there are SO CUTEE.
Like down there there will be children doing what they're supposed to do in a library (ie. reading books)
Then there're other children stumbling around in this strange daze spouting gibberish
Friendly children asking what your name is
Hyperactive kids running around screaming MICKEY MOUSEE
Kids crying.
Parents trying to bribe their crying kids
Parents reading books to kids in this funny dramatic manner (there was this dad who was neigh-ing and moo-ing to his kid)
Cute kids who say stuff that make no sense.

Ahh this whole post was all about young people

2011-06-30T23:10:00.002+08:00

I am feeling like giving up on this thing idk why I even post things on here.

Instead of posting stuff onto here I might as well go and find someone to tell my strange thoughts to.

Yes no more antisocial behaviour.

2011-06-25T00:23:00.003+08:00

I like fairytales

In fairytale-land everything always turns out right. Like if even you're poor and nobody wants you its fine because one day when you're being miserable some god-mother which you never knew you had will suddenly appear and help you and BANG suddenly your life is awesome and everything falls in place.

I know everything will always turn out alright in fairytales. Even in strange ones like Shrek.

Oh except The Litte Mermaid. Who dies of some broken heart and disappears and becomes sea foam.
And the prince is left sad and heartbroken.
Poor mermaid I think her story is sad.

Anyway everything is Generally some awesome fantasy come true and everyone's pretty happy and it kind of makes you believe that one day everything will turn out happy fine and awesome.
I hope.

Or is that just being delusionalohIdon'tknowblargh
Nevermind we can always hope

2011-06-22T23:35:00.002+08:00

I JUST CAUGHT A MOSQUITO WITH MY BARE HANDS I AM SO AWESOME.
IN MID-AIR EVEN!

Okay fine sorry ><

I think young and promising actors who join mediacorp are very sad. Because they will never be famous/cool/hip/whatever. I think the maximum number of crazy fans you'll probably have is. 300. Or something.
Because mediacorp dramas are lame and repetitive and you'll probably be cast in the same roles in dramas with similar plots with similar people.

So you're either some auntie housewife, hip and cool housewife, wife with cool career, gambling wife, wife in debt etc.
Or man with job man who had job man who is supposed to be some playboy but doesn't seem like one.
Or a rebelious teen.
Or a Nyonya.

Either one.
Its quite sad our dramas are so oaskjddlkm.
And people still watch them for the lack of things to watch

I think our dramas are very censored/guarded/whatever so you can't do much anyway. And they somehow all end the same way.
Like valerie and I was saying it always ends with everyone eating some dinner together then womanwithcareer is miraculously carrying some long-awaited baby and estranged brother or whatever comes back home and the old people at home are happy and laughy

so boring

2011-06-21T21:55:00.002+08:00

YOUKNOWYOUKNOW I think it would be cool if like we took a photo of someone everyday over a super long period of time and see how the person changed!

Okay maybe my perception of cool is vaguely different. But still!

Like you know how people somehow manage to look super different gradually but you never realise. Until you look at some old photo of them and laugh like crazy at their old forms.

HENCE IT WOULD BE FUN. WHO WANTS TO VOLUNTEER WHOWHO I COULD STALK YOU AND TAKE A PHOTO OF YOU EVERYDAY
IT WOULD FEED YOUR EGO TOO.

Okay fine nobody.
At least I asked!

2011-06-19T23:30:00.003+08:00

MWHEEHEE I'M FEELING SO HAPPY NOW I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY.

I HAVEN'T EVEN HIT THE MINI-MAGNUMS IN THE FRIDGE YET.
MAYBE THINKING ABOUT IT IS MAKING ME HAPPY.

NOTHING COOL EVEN HAPPENED TODAY. BUT THEN AGAIN YOU DON'T NEED A REASON TO BE HAPPY.

OHSHIT PORTIA JUST REMINDED ME THAT WE PUT DANCE AS OUR PE MODULE.

DANGDANG SOMEHOW THE IRONY OF MY PREDICAMENT IS MAKING ME FEEL MORE AMUSED/HAPPY YAAAY LALALALAA WE SO EXCITED!

I AM NOW IN POSSESSION OF A MINI MAGNUM AND GUESS WHAT THERES LIQUEOR IN IT WHOOP

SOME UBER PESSIMISTIC PERSON ONCE TOLD ME THAT FOR EVERY HAPPY MOMENT YOU'LL HAVE 9 OTHER MOMENTS OF SADNESS/PURE MISERY.
AND STRANGELY I HAVE ALWAYS SUSCRIBED TO THIS BELIEF. EVEN THOUGH IT SOUNDS ABSURD.
I GUESS ITS BECAUSE YOU REMEMBER THE SAD MOMENTS MORE AND TAKE THE HAPPINESS FOR GRANTED.

SO ANYWAY I'VE BEEN PAYING OFF MY OH-I'M-SO-HAPPY DEBT BY BEING VERY MISERABLE THESE FEW YEARS ITS SO ANNOYING.

SO I SHALL ENJOY BEING HAPPY AND HIGH OVER NOTHING WHILE IT LASTS WHEEE

2011-06-18T00:06:00.002+08:00

Meh I'm so tired I was so hyperish just now I talked nonstop all the way from pasir ris to my house and then when I got home I burst into the door and continued talking and talking to my parents I think I must secretly be annoying

band outing = fun I feel so funned already
playgrounds are equally fun too why can't we have more of em around in Singapore?

I hate getting dehydrated I think it ruins my life if we were to get stuck on some deserted island without water I would get dehydrated once we realise we have no water and be delirious/unconscious by the next 3 hours and finally die the next day.

I think I'm still being talkative.

Stop go sleep.

2011-06-17T00:03:00.003+08:00

I haven't slept in 38 hours.

I'm feeling very disagreeable now I can't take it anymore I'm gonna

go crazy soon

I'm destroying everything and
banging around
and shouting at everyone

I don't even feel more sleepy I just feel more
irritable.

2011-06-16T05:34:00.002+08:00

GAH OMG MOON WHY ARE YOU SO ENIGMATIC I STAYED UP A LARGE PORTION OF THE NIGHT LOOKING FOR YOU TO TURN RED WITH EXCITEMENT BUT NOOOO YOU CONVENIANTLY HIDE BEHIND THIS PIECE OF CLOUD.

AND NOW DAVID IS SAYING ITS BECAUSE WE DIDN'T EAT FREAKING ECLIPSE MINTS BECAUSE THE THE ADVERT THE WOMAN ATE A MINT AND SUDDENLY AN ECLIPSE OCCURED.

WHAT IS THIS.

MINTS!?

AND WE WERE BEING CRAZY IN THE RAIN OHMYGOSH AND I WAS SO HORRIFIED IT WAS LIGHTNING-ING LIKE CRAZY

GAH I THINK I'M GONNA DIE LATER TODAY YOU MEAN MOON WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO MEH

2011-06-15T22:06:00.002+08:00

Nice moonn nice moon today!

Its really pretty and yellow! Like cheese! Like the kind of moon you're supposed to see during midautumn: yellow and chinese looking.

And its perfectly round too! Like someone cut some nice hole in the sky and some yellow light's shining through it.
The moon's 1/6-of-the-earth's-gravity is drawwwing me towards it:/

What do I do!

2011-06-12T16:39:00.002+08:00

Bad dream bad dream I dreamt my bro left me with a cigarette and then I just chucked it on the floor and suddenly the whole toilet burst into flames. Then I was doing street sales when 2 people came by and donated money but stole all my lolipops and I couldn't stop them and then suddenly they did a double take and said that their mom was killed in the toilet-fire and that they would kill me, before bursting into flames.
I freaked out and ran and ran and ran. But for some reason I run so slowly is this must be a reflection of my real-life fitness then when I turned around I saw the sister dragging her half-burnt sisters body and going after me omg then I ran somemore until I reached a road and was about to cross and escape from them when suddenly this stupid guy said CUT and everyone congratulated the 2 burnt people for brilliant acting or something.

stupid burnt people. And I was so scared of them in dreamy real-not-acting-life I couldnt talk to them.
I feel so cheated I sincerely thought I was going to escape. Then stupid director guy had to ruin it all.

I'm quite disturbed why so much fire in my dreams
Maybe I'm a secret pyromaniac:/
Should stop playing with fire

yay!

2011-06-11T16:11:00.000+08:00

2011-06-01T22:10:00.003+08:00

HEYLLO I POST POST POST A HAPPY CHEERY ONCE IN DONO HOW LONG POST

Its really hard to type because my hands are trembling.

They've been trembling the whole evening I'm either hungry old cold depressed or just plain mad.

I think I'm crazy last night I was dreaming of giant monster dogs splashing around in the sea. Then just now I fell asleep and dreamt of some mysteriously funny thing (idk what) then I woke up laughing

Today I was watching monkeys make snowballs on tv. And splashing around in hotsprings.
Apparently they do that. In japan.
Everything is strange in Japan even the carrots they grow in japan are cuter

Monkeys are so human-y its scary. Or humans are so monkey-y its very scary.

Spent a significant portion of my life transforming ribbons into flowers I hope its worth it

2011-05-31T23:13:00.001+08:00

I hate yesterday

2011-05-14T01:36:00.002+08:00

I KNOW PEOPLE HAVE BEEN THINKING THAT THE POPULATION OF HAMSTERS IN MY HOUSE HAS INCREASED BUT NOOO MY HOUSE IS SADLY HAMSTERLESS/

But I would like oneee :D

But I would feel really bad when my best furry friend dies in 2 years.
And I think it sucks to be a hamster. Running on the funny hamster wheel all your life and being stuck in a cage. I wouldn't want to be stuck in a cage D:

What if my hamster hates me coz I stick it into a cage and feed it sunflower seeds all day but it doesnt like sunflower seeds but it can't tell me so it has no choice but to keep eating and eating disgusting sunflower seeds for its whole life?:O

Okay now I feel really bad.

2011-05-12T01:51:00.006+08:00

I KNOW ITS LIKE 2 IN THE MORNING BUT I JUST HAVE TO SAY:

I AM LOVING THIS SONG!

YAY! ESPECIALLY SINCE BLAINE IS LOOKING SO COOL AND THE ORIGINAL SONG ITSELF IS SO NICE. THE ONLY THING I DISLIKE IS WHY MUST THEY START A BRAWL IN THE MIDDLE OF SUCH A NICE SONG WHY CAN'T THEY JUST FINISH DANCING FIRST.

I WOULD LOVE TO START A BRAWL IT LOOKS FUN MAYBE LIKE A BARFIGHT OR SOMETHING.

2011-05-11T23:16:00.002+08:00

Fabbity fab-ness I engaged in chemical warfare against the crappy ants in my room and (I think) I won!
Now my room feels so cleaan and greeen.

I felt so uncomfortable knowing that there were tiny little things crawling around in my room D:
If ants made noise then my room would be really noisy

And I would be really really disturbed. I might live in fear

2011-05-09T15:06:00.003+08:00

WARM.

IT IS SO WARM WHY IS IT SO WARM.
MY CHOCOLATE STASH IS MELTING I'M VERY WORRIED.
THE HEAT IS MAKING ME SO SLEEPY/LOOPY

CLEMENTI LIBRARY SUCKS IT IS A PLACE FOR CHILDREN TO SPAR AND KEEP FIT

I WOKE UP AT 12 FOR LUNCH AND WOKE UP AT 2 AGAIN

I WANT A HAMSTER PORTIA AND I SAW HAMSTERS ON SATURDAY THEY WERE REALLY CUTE THEY WERE SMOOSHING THEIR FACES AGAINST THE GLASS CAGES.
I'M GONNA NAME MY HAMSTER SMOOSH BUT BECAUSE FAMILY TRADITION DECREES THAT NAMES MUST BE 4 LETTERED I WILL NAME IT SMSH
I WONDER WHAT WERE MY PARENTS THINKING WHEN THEY DID THE 4 LETTERED THING.
MY HAMSTER AND I WOULD BE BEST FRIENDS SINCE RODENTS ARE NOCTURNAL AND SO AM I
I WOULD TRAIN IT TO LEAP THROUGH FLAMING HOOPS AND SOLVE RUBIK CUBES

I LOVE MY HAMSTER ALREADY

I DON'T WANNA DO ANYTHING I JUST WANNA SIT HERE AND ROT

2011-05-08T02:37:00.003+08:00

My dad is now refusing to budge from the chair because he's afraid of "losing his seat"

I feel really sad for punggoleast guy he's like the only one who lost his election deposit. Sucks to be him what if he's broke and penniless and reduced to poverty now D:

2011-05-08T00:46:00.001+08:00

I am feeling left out and non-useful

This is saddening

2011-05-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

haha this amuses me so much its just strange.

I'M REALLY SLEEEPY

I knocked down my fan while stumbling around half awake in my room this morning I still can't get over it:/
I think it hates me now. It's refusing to fan me properly.

I'M VERY SORRY FAN.

2011-05-03T22:48:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry
For falling in so deep
Believing everything
And taking so long to climb out of the hole

I was never very fit y'know. OHman napfa. napfa.
Can people please stop having this misconception that I'm really fit or something IT IS FALSE. IT IS BLASPHEMY.
A LIE.

I CANNOT SPRINT/JUMP/LIFT MY OWN WEIGHT TO SAVE ME LIFE OKAY.
SO SUE ME.

Even fruits are healthier than me D:

ANYWAY I'm out now so all is fine I think we can all live happily ever after yay

My bro has gone to thailand to be charitable. I bet that's some lie he's actually going there in search of some ancient Muay Thai master and beg him to take him in and we won't hear from him for the next 2 years and one day he will burst into our house with some Master hat (or whatever it is that muaythai masters wear) as a very accomplished muaythai fighter.

Just you wait.

I honestly think regional CIP to go build toilets or whatever crap is a waste of time/money/resources you might as well just pay some poor person over there with your airplane/lodging money to build/paint whatever it is.
Said person will most probably do a waay better job than 16 year old girls and plus he gets a temporary job/income! Winwin situation.
You may say its the sincerity/whatever but who would go there and do all this stuff without a single complaint and feel great and awesome everyday.

At least going there to teach makes waay more sense.

And
I reiterate, I think I'm fine now.

Valerie loves to go fishing!

2011-05-02T22:45:00.003+08:00

bottlecapsbottlecaps I havebottlecaps!

I bought the fanta thing I asked for the bottle cap then the nice old guy just dug out all the bottle caps for me! :D
(yay)

Went MBS today I think the place is so fail in the WHOLEBIGGIGANTICVASTEXPENSE OF SHOPPING CENTRE (or "Shoppes" as they call it) AND HOTEL AND CONVENTION CENTRES they don't sell a single freaking roll of film.

What am I, Primitive? D:
Oh then I'm sorry I had such great expectations of the place.

hahaha this is Valerie's summary of Les Miserables

i only remember the big ship coming out yeah
and everyone died or something
and there was a pretty girl
and a lot of people on the ship
and idk

heehee so amusing><

Oh yeah they have a skating rink there so strange! Right in front of the foodcourt. For lunchtime entertainment.
Its really quite funny nobody's really skating everyone's like crawling around the floor and trying to pick themselves up.
(they have A SKATING RINK but they don't sell film. hmph.)

2011-05-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

I upgraded my firefox and everything looked so different I felt so lost and confused.

For the first 3 minutes.

I think this video is cute!

I especially love the bit where the dancing quavers come up. They look so happy being dancing quavers I can't bear to laugh at them ><
Its so catchyy

2011-05-01T00:12:00.002+08:00

GAHH OMGOMG CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS IS A CAMERA
NO WAIT ITS A CAT-MERA
AAHAHAH.

LOOKLOOK

OHMY I REALLY WANT ONE BUY ONE FOR ME PLEAAASE

2011-04-28T22:59:00.002+08:00

Gahh why must you all do this to me it is very secretly killing me D:

Crappy evil clueless people.
Its not your fault. But still.

Mmm saxyjon brought his daughter over today she was so cute she wore all pink who wears all pink only bijou/kayla/her wears all pink.
Mrlim seems to have an infinite number of iPad apps to entertain her its quite fascinating
Its almost like she was raised by an iPad.

There used to be a time when for birthdays I would just give people a chocolate bar and we would all be very excited.
Now we have to plan all these eville elaborate schemes to deceive and surprise and exhilarate and whatnot it is both exciting and tiring.

2011-04-27T22:10:00.003+08:00

Walking in rain is fun
But walking in a thunderstorm IS NOT FUNNY.

Seriously I was so miserable my nerves are still vaguely rattled wth luh. Being unnerved and spooked and freaked everytime the whole sky FLASHESFLASHESFLASHES and lights up and then things start thundering in the sky ohmygoshargh
I have to worry about the rain. AND the lightning.

A drenched and miserable joan isn't fun. Everytime I saw lightning I wanted to die. Stupid long walk from MOELC to the MRT. Rrrr D<
I was so scared and umbrella-less I think I would have cried and died of happiness if I saw someone I knew. Just anyone. Even strange people. Okay maybe not strange people.

Actually I think I would be more scared if I had an umbrella then I would have to worry about being struck by lightning

Boohooo

On a vaguely brighter note I have my Stardust!
I still think Neil Gaiman is really cool. Like how he invents all these new magical lands and concepts. Its so otherworldly its amazing.
ohmy everyone should read stardust quickquick go read it nownownaoo

2011-04-26T22:27:00.003+08:00

Blarghhh tired tired tiredd D:

Spent CLC lecture studying for a non-existant bio quiz and spent bio dissecting rare samples of grassy flowers that can apparently "only be found on forest floors".
Am imagining bio teachers skipping through the woods with baskets and picking at bits of grass.

Spent recess wanting to dissect my vegetables.

All this dissecting is getting to me.

I still have the urge to cute out the corneas of people. Whenever I look at them too long in the eye.
Not that I like looking at people in the eye I think eyeballs are creepy. :/

My I-have-no-idea-how-he's-related-to-me is getting married soon! Hoohayz a Wedding. And I am to go. And celebrate the union of two people I've never talked to. Other than saying Happynewyear
Yes I know I am very sincere.

They should be really cool and hold their wedding on midautumnfestival at night at some giant field. And then there'll be this gigantic pretty moon in the sky. And we can all carry lanterns when no one's bothered with the food! :D
Thats the main attraction.
Lantern-carrying.
And then there wouldn't be sharkfinssoup and for wedding cake we could have a hugeass snowskin mooncake hoohaay it would be so exciting!
Then at the end the bride can wear some 仙女 costume and like fly off to the moon or something like Chang E and the groom could be really upset and pine for her forever the end.

It would be really fun. Really.

2011-04-23T23:52:00.009+08:00

Hmmm I said I would post pictures. So.
SAY HI TO OTARU CANEL!

Its so prettying right
There's even a guitarman playing cool songs like Obladi-Oblada as strange couples stroll down! Makes the atmosphere more romantic seeming.
Guitarmen are so handy. Like you just plonk them there and make them play cool songs, and immediately they add to the 气氛!

You don't know how hard it was to take this picture. My bro wanted to take A Bird In Flight so I ran down the canel and flapped at the lamppost-resting birds like some crazy tourist to make them fly like some crazy tourist. Okay fine I Am some crazy tourist.

And the worst thing was that some shots were fail so I had to keep running up and down the place looking for birds to scare
Stalker bird! :O
My bro being touristy. (likesomeChinatouristahemsorry)

Lol I took the random stuff. I'm always taking the random stuff WHY. My bro took the DSLR-pretentious-pro-artsy-but-pretty ones.

I think Otaru canel was really cool! I would want to go there again. Except we spent 20 mins on train and half and hour walking there.
Yes. 50 mins to get to a canel. Okay fine we went to see other things after that.
But you get my point.
The Japanese tourism board knows no limits.
So strange that a canel will become so popular then why don't people flock to the canal at dunearn road or something.
Okay fine for obvious reasons.

Anywhere the weather there was really nice and chilly-ing and everyone was having fun so its a nice place to go.

OHOH I show a secret pic. Look at the gross-ness of the canel! I saw this at the end of the canel. Totally ruins your impression of the place. Ohwell.
Ssshhhh :X Don't tell anyoneez ><

Hmm I might post other stuff if people can be bothered to see them! Aand If I run out of things to post. Idk. :/

2011-04-23T01:16:00.002+08:00

Arghh I just had this really long BigBangTheory marathon with my bro:
I only started yesterday night and now we're halfway through season 2.

Today was really fun we ate so much stuff today its like we only went out just to eat! Okay we did only go out just to eat. But still. All we did was eat.
And watch dodgy CO performance with ex NYCO soloist whose name I forgot.

I'm awefully sleepy.

Today my mom was cutting cores from pears then she was all like "This pear is so Hardcore!"
Bwahahah.
Who knew my mom had a sense of humour!

Sometimes I think ignorance is bliss-er. Its better to take things at face value than thinking so deep. Makes life less complicating yknoww

2011-04-21T22:23:00.002+08:00

omg YES I have found a new goal. New motivation. I'm not sure if things will work out but its the best I can do for you.

But you must put in effort too.

BUT I AM SURE WE CAN DO IT I HOPE MY ENTHUSIASM DOESN'T RUN OUT I WILL DO THE BEST THAT I CAN FOR YOU.

REALLY.

2011-04-20T22:32:00.002+08:00

Kay I'm descending into this downward spiral of self-doubt and whatnot already.
What if we can't get in? D:
I'll be so heartbroken:/
And it would be so unfairr

Hmm.

On to more irrelevant things, did you know that in July-ish times the official Santa Claus from most countries fly to Denmark for this International Santa Claus Convention to renew their Santa Claus-y license!
Its so cool like then they'll teach you how to be a good santa and learn stuff like the true meaning of christmas and Struggles Facing Modern Santa Clauses. And then they give you this test and they test you on your santa-y knowledge, how you hang out with kids, and most importantly, your HOHOHO-ish laugh!

So exciting it would be so cool to join! Except picture a bunch of hairy fat old men in some overly large and thick winter outfits congregating together in an amusement park in the middle of the hot summer and HOHOHO-ing around everywhere.

A bit. Too early. To spread the christmas cheer.

Is it not hot in that thing?

Ohwell glad to know they're all taking it so seriously.
The world needs some magic/cheer/fat hairy men in red suits.

Ohoh and they were saying how Santa's magical toy workshop isn't in Greenland anymore its now in Northwest China.
And the thousands of China people are Santa's new outsourced elves.

Kinda makes sense if you think about it.
But it kinda takes away some of the magic-ness of the whole thing. Not that I get toys anymore or anything for christmas. But still.

ahem.

I would stand by you but you must come closer first lah

2011-04-20T00:31:00.001+08:00

2011-04-19T22:19:00.003+08:00

Yesterday Serene and I decided that we would be really fail if we didn't go to the ghim moh-y market place during third lang at least once in our lives we would be really sad kids hence we went off on this really spontaneous and totally unplanned trip during break there!

Then Serene was being all weird like "Perhaps I should bring my umbrella!" Reason being: The weather can be unpredicatable.
Then I was like hang on let me bring my wetwipes or whatever. In case we fall into a drain and die.

Then she was the Timekeeper! And she said I could be the Health Girl! I thought it was so amusing apparently in guides theres a timekeeper and a health girl. And the health girl reminds everyone to drink water. Fine by me I love drinking water.
Then after every CCA session they reflect on whether the health girl/Timekeeper did their job.

Strange people I can never understand them.

Anyway we were doing really well except we kept getting distracted by the cats and stopping to pet every single one :/

Ohwell.

Hmm I am half nervous for tomorrow I don't know whats gonna happen

Ahhwell Spongebob paradise!We took this in Hokkaido bwahaha so cool Minghui would have loved it!

I think the pictures my bro and I took are cool/pretty! Shall find some nice time to upload somez

2011-04-17T00:09:00.002+08:00

I drank drowsy cough medicine and immediately stumbled backwards and fell onto my bed :/

Then I couldn't get up and stand properly so I just crawled to my lappy.
I feel like Golem now :/

I'm on some vague post-Up watching happiness and would have been happier if not for the sleepiness.

YFC interview was really fail today the interviewer kept confusing us (or just stephyong) with strange questions then stephyong kept replying back in equally confusing/strange replies that were like totally unrelated to his questions. I think we can get in but like their remarks would probably be like "good but need to improve in command of English".
We concluded that they would probably think we are PRs or scholars or something:/

2011-04-15T22:33:00.002+08:00

Whee I will dedicate this post today to a friend who has been acting spazzy recently!
Her name shan't be revealed in order to protect her identity/image so as to not let her fans be disappointed in her.

Lets call her Broomstick!

Broomstick was being stupid today we were making random stuff for YFC and then she offered to help with the iron on thingys.
Then Broomstick ironed until really 认真 for like 4 mins plus before she started exclaiming "ITS NOT STICKING ITS NOT STICKING WHY IS IT NOT STICKING I PUT THE TEMPERATURE UNTIL REALLY HIGH ALREADY EFJLDISJOFELCN"

Broomstick carried on exclaiming in the next subsequent minutes in some really sad fail manner so I went to see why the heck she was in so much agony and thennnn..!

We realised Broomstick didn't turn on the iron.

Yes very nice, Broomstick. Way to go.
I think when Broomstick gets married she needs a maid. Or self-ironing shirts. Broomstick has been pretty dense lately it is not in her usual Broomstick-yness its quite annoying.

BROOMSTICK PLEASE GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER.

Ohyes on a completely unrelated note, I was watching some weird show then Flo Rida was performing Club Can't Handle Me then I noticed when he sings "The club can't even handle me right nowww", the chinese subtitles are like

我是夜店之王~

How odd.

2011-04-13T22:47:00.002+08:00

Yesterday = bad day.

Every single piece of technology in my house died in my hands it was horriblee

And then spent this extended period of time having this 'group discussion' with stephyong arghh so annoying I don't even see the point anymore how the heck do you expect to accomplish anything when nobody actually seems to care. It kinda takes group discussions to a whole new height.

And then I realised how after SYF my whole life is vaguely becoming this horrible mess already gahhh I don't like D:

And I don't even feel the full impact of reality yet it hasn't even hit me I'm still living in limbo this is horrible

I'm just so tiredd D:

And I tell you a secret I think I'm a really horrible and unfeeling person its just a gut feeling. And peishan says we must follow our gut feelings its usually very accurate well at least hers is. Sitting in front is horrendous I still fall asleep what in the world D: And I've never sat in front ALL MY LIFE. ALL MY LIFE. AND I JUST HAD TO PICK A LOUSY NUMBER AND END UP IN FRONT. WHY.
BOOH.

2011-04-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

Hmmm.

Idk what to say.

Suee says that we're like emotionless things like why are we so nonchalant idk either.

To me its really doesn't matter what we get what pains me is the bit where I disappoint other people and not meet their expectations/standards/hopes they put in me/blah

I hope they understand><

Anyway the fun bit was the working together/pracing together bit the award is just like added bonus:/

Ohwell we concluded that all we ever needed was just saxyjons love and food everything else doesn't matter as long as he still likes us and is nice to us all is fine yaay:D

I think his children are lucky things just that idk what happens if they grow up to be sporty and not musical people. He would be so devastated :/

My phone died now I can't press my right and del button so now it takes me like 10 mins to type a simple message.

I'll be like
Yay so euery
*delete the message and start all over

Yay so everyonnd
*delete start over

Yay so everyone hn ovr
*start over for the don't know how manyth time

Its really painful I think I shall give up on smsing

ANYWAY the point of my post was to say:
I am being very grateful for everyone in band who dedicated their time to this cause and all the people who have been so nice patient understanding inspiring caring and everything to me yay I love you aalll you guys make my life jolly!
Yes YOU!

2011-04-10T22:05:00.002+08:00

SYF'11 will take flight tomorroww~

Why am I being so excited I don't understand :/

It sounds so all-important and stuff I feel like I'm getting married or something:O

At this time I would be chionging homework but today I'm chionging different Stuff! wheee.

Hoosh so much to do bwahh

I wonder how the batch'08 people feel now their little kiddy Sec Ones are now leading the batch into SYF:O

2011-04-08T23:55:00.003+08:00

Hmm I think Avril Lavigne's new songs are vaguely nice they make me feel sleepy :D
DON'T JUDGE ME OKAY lalala.
I think she's like immortal she doesn't seem to grow old. In fact she looks the same! Its quite disturbing.

Bleargh I think ants are very stressed creatures all they think about all day is work and they never sleep. I think that contributes to their short lifespan. Seeee stress kills you )<
At least I think they don't sleep have you seen sleeping ants before?
Precisely.
It would be quite scary to be an ant the world is so huge D:
And you spend your whole day just either

crawling around after tempting smells
trying to lift objects 500 times your weight
mating with the stupid queen
caring for the little ant larvae
or wandering around in the huge world and being confused

And then while crawling around being your usual anty self suddenly you feel something really heavy on you and your world goes black.
OR you crawlcrawlcrawl and suddenly you feel this gust of idk what and suddenly you're flying through the air and ending up somewhere else that you don't want to be and being really confused.
Or you feel the compulsive need to work you don't know why but you just wanna work anyway and carry heavy stuff all day long and you're too obsessed with work to think about other stuff anyway so you just work

I think I might just pity ants D:

If there are so many ants, and ants have such a short lifespan, then where do the dead ant bodies go?
Maybe there's this massive pile of dead ants in your house Somewhere :O

2011-04-07T00:09:00.002+08:00

JOEISFJSLKDJFDSLKCHINESETHEBANEOFMYLIFEOHMYGOSHGAHHHH

I DON'T WANNA DIE THIS IS SO STRESSING I'M SO STRESSED I'VE BEEN EATING/DRINKING NONSTOP AND CLEARING THE FRIDGE OF ALL SUGAR AND SODIUM CONTENT AND I'M STILL FEELING WEOISFEOWISFJ.
OR MAYBE ITS THE SUGAR/SODIUM CONTENT GETTING TO MY BRAIN BUT WHATEVER ARGHH I HAVE NEVER PANICKED SO MUCH FOR A PAPER NOT EVEN WHEN I STARTED STUDYING FOR IH AT ONE I WAS SO CALM BOOOOOOOOOOO

PANIC!
AT THE DISCO!
IDK!

2011-04-06T21:41:00.005+08:00

Yay guess who guess who!
I love the buildings on her dress! And the negative spacey buildings at the bottom :D

Thunderstormish day today
I dislike thunderstorms. Especially when I'm outside and its thundering like crazy. Like you feel the energy of the lightning/thunder so much more than when you're indoors. The lightning's brighter thunder louder. I like the rain/wind though. I dislike lightning its really pretty and all the way its so powerful and lights up the sky and whatever but I hate the period of anticipation between lightning and thunder it kills me D:
Then when I relax and think the thunder isn't coming suddenly BOOOMZ then I die.

There's this dude who had the Guiness record for being struck by lightning 7 times. Kinda cool they always say lightning doesnt strike the same spot twice. He's indestructable like Kayla lightning can't get 'im!
Then he went to commit suicide.
Stupid guy.
Okay I suddenly realise he was probably trying to kill himself by getting electrocuted by lightning or something. Then he'll like run around in open fields during thunderstorms wearing metal hats and carry umbrellas in a pathetic attempt to commit suicide. He probably realised it wasn't working.
If this was some superhero comic book he would probably have turned into LIGHTNINGMANZ(!) or some other super-powered hero by the 4th lightning strike and run around and save/destroy the world with his Super Lightning Powers! Then the writers would make up some odd backstory about how his powers were bestowed upon him by Zeus or something.
Ohmy I have such great ideas Marvel Comics should hire me :D

Okay I realise I'm spewing again :/
Anyway this is Lightning from Final Fantasy XIII I think she is very cool hence everybody must think she's very cool. She's even cooler with her horse but I can't find her cool horse D:

2011-04-04T22:19:00.001+08:00

I caught another swan!

I wish I could do stuff as cool :/

2011-04-04T21:27:00.006+08:00

GUESSTHEMOVIEGUESSTHEMOVIE!
Ohwait they wrote the movie name there alr :/
Dang.

I like Up I love Up am I the only one who thinks this part of the movie is sad but whyy that's so sad I think the movie's awesome
I think they're really sweet too!
I think everyone should watch Up the art is so super and so is the soundtrack and so are the animals D:
I think I think so many things

Had Jap with 4 other people today it was really awkward.
Everytime sensei asked questions it went in this order:
1. me
2. Serene
3. Chiaying
4. Minghui
5. Cheryl
6. Repeat.

It was really weird then sensei kept asking weird questions like

If you wanted to make japanese friends (especially guy ones) what would you do?

Then we were all like GIVE EXPENSIVE PRESENTS GIVE SHIRT GIVE WATCH/WINE/WALLET/CAR.
Then I fell asleep halfway she was so nice she didn't wake me up. Then she just temporarily took me off the pathetic list of people to ask questions to.

Watch and you'll see, Someday I'll be, part of your world

2011-04-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

Lololol was watching this weird show about Europe's millionares and then Mr I-built-my-fortune-by-buillding-boats was all like:
What makes our boats unique is that they are all different.

DUH.

What kind of stupid statement is this.
What kind of millionaire are you )<

2011-04-03T20:51:00.002+08:00

Why do people blog anyway.
Why am I even doing this thingy
:/

Is it some weird narcisstic instinct that compels you to share everything about yourself to the world
Or some platform to show everyone your poor tortured soul
Or Somewhere where you can make weird remarks and pass judgements on people because you wouldn't dare to do it in real life.

Hmm.
They all look really negative. Dang. I hope I don't fall into any of the above.

2011-04-03T15:23:00.006+08:00

So many Black Swans, So many interpretations! Its really interesting
I like the second and the last one best
What about you?

2011-03-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

I wish everything was that easy

2011-03-28T00:01:00.002+08:00

This is horrible this is like the worst time ever to revive a dying blog only to kill it again but I couldnt resist but I'm like procrastinating gah I'm so time-wasting oh no now I'm ranting okay STOP.

Whats a fact about the last person you liked?
Define Like.

Who was the last person you gave up on?
Ohohoh I’m very optimistic I don’t give up :D (Case in point)

Have you talked to a complete jerk today?
In my mind, Complete Jerks usually are guys, so no.

What did you do last night?
Sogurting and being fascinated with this weird 不能说的秘密 scene where correction tape liquid magically appears on a table. And I still don’t know why. Coz my bro offed the tv D:

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
Depends if you can take the pain after. But I guess yes.

If you could pack up and move would you?
Depends on where. But I don’t mind just randomly uprooting.

Do your parents REALLY know you?
Other than my many dietry preferences, No.

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Yesterday we were giggling over made-up stories and coffee.

What are you excited for?
PHYSICS BLOCKS HOOHAAY~

Has anyone told you lately that they would always be there for you?
It was a total lie

What do you want right now?
To be hap-peeee~!

Are your parents divorced?
In a parallel universe they probably are.

Do you fall for people easily?
I fall for CATS. BLACK CATS. WITH CUTE LEGS.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
STICKONS!

What's your mood right now?
Hungry hungry nervous sleepy screwed vaguely :]-ish Idk Take your pick.

Did you enjoy your weekend?
It was very weekend-y.

Last person you told a secret to?
I don’t even know whats considered a secret anymore

Are you stubborn?
OH I WOULDN’T KNOW.

Are you gonna be home alone tonight?
Nah my bros and I are together in spirit (We’re all awake and chionging various stuff.)

Are you listening to music right now?
RADIOOO.

Who else is in the room with you?
Bill!

In winter, would you rather wear jackets or hoodies?
Hoodies!

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
TAIWANTAIWAN. WITH MONEY TO BUY FOOD. FOOD. FOOD.

How long can you go without your mobile phone?
Forever. Not like I’m very popular Anywaaay. In fact I don’t even know where’s my phone now D:

Ever kissed someone else's girlfriend/boyfriend?
It would fit my current Idkwhat image but No.

What's the worst time to say i love you?
When you don’t mean it.

Who was the last person in your room besides family?
My. Erm. Hmm. OH RACHELLE HAN!

What is one place you would love to visit right now?
TAIWAN DAMMIT. NIGHT MARKET. FOOD.

Do you know anyone named Dan?
Fictional Dans count?

Is there someone you know you should hate, but you can't?
Nah why is it compulsory to hate that someone

Is there anyone you trust even though you shouldn't?
I TRUST EVERYONE EVEN YOU. Oh. Except like odd guys. Especially the dodgy ones.

Are you afraid of falling in love?
Falling out is scarier~

Have you had the chicken pox?
Yez I am a Survivor

Are you a forgiving person?
I just forget. Until the person annoys me again then all the past idkwhats comes back again.

Are you talking to someone while doing this?
Noooo I’m aloneeee.

Are you younger than 21?
Yes.

Do you like winter?
Yes because I am Cool! And cold brings suffering. And suffering builds character. Characters build snowmen. And snow is pretty. Oh unless its like winter in some crap polluted country and all the snow becomes grey slush. Then I will hate it.

How clean is your room?
My room is. An Abyss. Lets just leave it at that.

Do you have feelings for anyone?
That’s for me to know and you to (not) find out

Is there anyone you need to tell something to?
I can’t remember anymoree D:

Do you want to yell at the top of your lungs?
I always wanted to but no occasion D:

What do you think about people who get hair extensions?
I think they. Erm. Like carrots.?

Are you named after a grandparent?
Do such things happen?

Who's bed did you sleep in last?
My uncle’s lol

Do you like the color green?
The non-muddy shades yes. My dad can’t see green D:

How many hours did you sleep for last night?
7. How record breaking.

How do you feel about the last person that called you?
A mom.

Are you someone's first love?
It would be so cool! :D

Last place you smoked a cigarette?
I’m not odd.

Last time you received flowers?
Idk I’m a very deprieved person D:

Who were you with last Monday?
With Serene Chung talking about. Erm. How odd our jap teacher was.

What are you doing tommorow?
Panicking. Its very fun you should try

If you had to go without one food group for the rest of your life, which would it be?
SEAFOOD GAH TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME.

When you go to the zoo, what are you most excited about seeing?
TIGERS TIGERS WHITE TIGERS BENGAL TIGERS ANY TIGERS PRETTY TIGERS TIGGERS OH AND THE SQUIRRELS THAT RUN AROUND.

What makes you happy?
ANYTHING HAS THE CAPACITY TO MAKE ME HAPPY.

Do you like the person you are becoming?
I LIKE THE PERSON I WAS

OKAY SO I HAVE GONE SLIGHTLY LOOPY TOWARDS THE END BUT WHO CARES. OKAY NO I'M REALLY GONNA KILL THIS THINGY FOR NOW. IM AS SERIOUS AS A CUCUMBER.

2011-03-23T21:44:00.002+08:00

I have nothing to say actually.
Which is bad coz it means that I

Am too busy to think
Keep forgetting about what I am supposed to post
Have lost the ability to think.

Very Alarming.

Hence I will kill my blog now!
Until my mind feels full again. Someday.

So I shall shoot my blog and leave its festering carcass to decay hereee

2011-03-22T00:55:00.003+08:00

I am looking forward to swinging tomorrow!

I like swinging I should just plant a tree on my balcony and stick a swing to it.
But then there wouldn't be space to swing.

My bro's shufflin' to every song on the radio its slightly distracting.